January 30, 2017
Woke up several times last night and wondered if I had been asleep or
not. I felt odd. I think it’s the book our other instructor,
Will Viharo, asked us to read (Things I Do When I’m Awake). I’m finding it difficult to enjoy the subject matter; it’s too
violent and sex-centric for my little innocent Baptist self. I am always
open to experiencing new things but my brain is like a computer and what you
let inside, takes up space and stays awhile.
I’m wearing my pink pants today; a walking fiesta. I don’t play golf but I sure do like the clothing.
Last night we went to the ocean and were asked to write about the
sunset. Zeke Tyrus loves him some sunsets and I must admit those in Costa Rica are breathtaking. “Ever forward is the mandate” is
the last line of my essay. I’m feeling inspired. I left the beach before everyone else as
along with my inspiration, I got a cramp in my butt cheek from the log I sat on
and I am not about to recline in the sand, like some castaway. I have my limits. I retired to the nearby restaurant and ordered
papas fritas, which is Spanish for french fries, and not Frito Pie like I initially thought. When they arrived, just before my colleagues,
they came with a pink sauce that I discovered, upon questioning, to be ketchup
and mayo mixed together. Costa Ricans
are my people! For dinner I had the most
amazing red snapper fajitas.
I talked to Michelle (Halverson) about her book and our rudimentary
Spanish. I find it interesting that
Costa Ricans are so happy you’re even trying to speak Spanish that they readily
offer assistance and try to figure out what you need. They are very supportive and giving. Americans, on the other hand, demand everyone
“SPEAK ENGLISH”. The only group I can
think of in America who is collaborative when learning or using their language
is the deaf community. They are so
patient and kind when you try to use Sign Language. We’ve got to be more like that.
My sunset essay:
The sun is still fairly high in
the sky but it is already casting its glow on the water like a golden carpet
placed perfectly between an island configuration called The 3 Sisters. Though they aren’t symmetrical, these islands
are balanced on either side of this glowing aisle like fortunate families
sometimes are. One like a Phoenix
rising, one like a rabbit sitting and the third and largest like a face looking
up to the sky with a protruding forehead and prominent chin.
This golden carpet, reaching
almost to shore, gives me a sense of calm contentment. I don’t know if I’m to go to someone at the
other end who is waiting for me or if they are headed my direction, so I wait
patiently. I know whichever way will be
the best because I‘ll know which movements to make if I simply sit and
listen. As the sun continues its
descent, the carpet moves toward me; coming as close as it dares and then
retreating like an unfamiliar dog deciding if I am friend or foe.
I know I will have to take a few
steps to meet it as even good things coming toward me require some movement,
some commitment on my part. All success
is kinetic; it requires an agreement to move.
Where you are is the result of a previous success; it’s now an inert
success.
Ever forward is the mandate.
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